Because there is more to life.

Yesterday they came over to have a sleepover at my house!

Anyway, I went back to tj for the nike run club and i'm very happy because I got to see my dearest swimming juniors and mr L- and that really makes my day! (Although all the pitching of tent and what not was -beeping- hot and draining). instant 40bucks! plus the other cash i earned from coaching, heehee! time for a shopping spree!

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Received SMSes from different CCAs in SIM. I don't know if I should join swimming AGAIN. 10 years of swimming. and after adding 3yrs more of it, it will be a TOTAL OF 13 YEARS swimming. oh my gawd. no no.

then SRC? Sigh..I promised my parents to spend bulk of my time studying and not join any ccas, since unlike jc, ccas serves no practical use- there are no points awarded or whatsoever. Plus, I must never ever repeat the same mistake of spending too much time in school activities. Priorities peck!

Okay man. I'm going to ignore all those SMSes.

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This was a conversation that went on between my sis and me.

ME: wa look at that rainbow! it's so nice and colourful.

SIS: (jokingly) ya but a pity your life isn't that colourful.

That's my sis- always joking. I know I shouldn't take her words seriously but it just occured to me that maybe she's right... her words are awfully true.

I don't want to sound pessimistic or wallow in self-pity but I hate to admit it but there are so many things I wish could change in my life. One day, I want to be able to say that I'm happy with my life without choking on my words. I want to be so perfect that I can truly tell myself there is absolutely nothing in my life i wish to change. I want to firmly stand up and say that yes, my life IS as colourful and beautiful as that rainbow.